Bullet-Holed Armour
Sanzo/Goku, NC-17. Bondage, gunplay, first time. Written as a pinch-hit for Salty Dog Stories on LJ, but it was eventually not needed so was posted as a gift for the whole community. How cool is that?! A steel grip is difficult to relinquish. '"I don't understand why you won't let me touch it." A late-afternoon shadow slid over the flagstones, accompanied by the clack of worn boots.' [5100 words]
Go Another Round (I Will Follow You Down and Out)
Sanzo/Goku, side Hakkai/Gojyo, NC-17. AU, prison setting. Goku is sent down for murder, but nobody believes why he was forced to commit the act. In prison, he finally meets people who understand his plight, and not a moment too late – all hell is about to break loose. '“When you mess with the giants funding this establishment, you've got to expect to see these walls.” Pondering Sanzo's cryptic statement, Goku watched him wander over to the window, the light fading but still clear enough to silhouette him against the bars.' [20, 400 words]
Red Lights
Sanzo/Goku, R. After taking a detour, the boys are led to the seediest part of town, and to new experiences. I love it when one of them gets all possessive! “Ha-ha.” Goku was still grinning at him, but the grin had grown even warmer. Sanzo looked away. '“Oh, I think this is it.” Stopping at the yawning mouth of a narrow, shadowed alley, Goku peered through at the shady road that lay ahead.' [8100 words]
What the Mind Knows, What the Heart Wants
Sanzo/Goku, NC-17. A graveyard mission leads to a lot of unavoidable questions. Sanzo tries to ignore the monkey, but Goku is one of the most persistent bastards Sanzo's ever known. Written for Goku's birthday, 2008, plus as a response to a couple of writing workshop challenges. '“What part of 'I'll kill you' do you not understand?” Tossing him a scowl, Sanzo was careful to keep his voice low. The last thing they wanted was to alert anyone to their presence, especially not after walking all this way in the fucking freezing cold and dark of night.' [7400 words]
Bouncing Back
Sanzo/Goku, PG. A small thing written late one night. A little angst, a little hope. Truth in the subconscious, spoken aloud. 'A series of small, incomprehensible mumbles escape the gap between Goku's lips, a steady stream of nonsense that tugs at something hot in Sanzo's gut, something that's been bubbling there a while.' [700 words]
Summoning
Sanzo/Goku, R. When Goku is sent on a mission only he can carry out for the Sanbutsushin, Sanzo finds himself surrounded by silence. Some angst, some drama, some romance. 'It was easy enough to forget about the shudder of static in the air that day, the way the earth had tilted, like two conductive materials had got too close and caused an imbalance.' [8000 words]
The Simple Beauty Of It
Sanzo/Goku, NC-17. Written as part of the Spring Kink challenge on LJ. The prompts were 'damsel in distress' and "my internal moron sensor is going off". Sometimes, telling the truth is the only way to get what you want. Sanzo learns this the hard way. 'Goku immediately snuggled in tightly, which would've been aggravating if Sanzo was more alert, more awake to care about getting smothered to death during the night.' [7500 words]
In All Its Striking Clarity
Sanzo/Goku, NC-17. Written as part of Valentine Smut, 2008. The prompt was 'temptation'. What was meant to be a little humour and a little smut actually turned out to be a little humour and a lot of smut. Goku really doesn't see what the fuss is about, but for some reason the others are looking at him strangely. Especially Sanzo. 'Even Nyoi-bou remained dormant on the fringes of his consciousness. But Sanzo, Hakkai, and Gojyo were still frozen in place, like pale statues carved right out of the floor.' [9700 words]
Counterfeits
Sanzo/Goku, NC-17. Bondage, flexibility, typical 39 shenanigans. Written as part of the Yuletide Smut fest on LiveJournal. This was way too much fun and turned into a bit of a monster. In wake of a large magical explosion, Sanzo wakes to find things are not what they seem, much to his chagrin. 'He stumbled back a couple of unsteady paces, suddenly exhausted. When the backs of his knees hit the edge of the bed he let himself sink down onto it. Looking up again at his own face, he finally said, “Tell me the last thing you remember.”' [14,500 words]
And One to Grow On
Sanzo/Goku, NC-17. Written for Sanzo on the occasion of his birthday, '07. I'm so predictable when it comes to presents. *g* Sanzo had never told anyone when his birthday is, but somehow the monkey finds out. 'Goku was leaning over him, sans pistachios and now stripped down to his white undershorts, one knee placed gently on the mattress. His mouth moved, but the words were muffled. Sanzo rolled his eyes and released the pillow. “What?”' [7400 words]
Not Unhappy
Sanzo/Goku, NC-17. AU in which the mission is over, and Sanzo and Goku are living together, trying to make it work. This one is slightly angsty in places, but hopefully entertaining and with some resolve! '“I forgot you don’t like people all that much.” Raising a hopeful eyebrow, Goku waits for either an answer, or another smack with the harisen.' [6500 words]
What Binds Them
Sanzo/Goku, PG-13. A reasonably short, sweet story in which Goku ponders the whys and wherefores of their relationship, before coming to a startling conclusion. '"Go away," said Sanzo softly, leaning down while tipping Goku's head back.' [1100 words]
Bad Habits
Sanzo/Goku, G. A short ficlet, and my first ever tentative effort in the Saiyuki fandom. In which Sanzo cannot say no. 'He started to wonder if perhaps the monkey was more cunning than he let on. Did he have the mind to use his large, expressive eyes to get what he wanted?' [360 words]
Lovebites
Sanzo/Goku, Gojyo POV. PG. A short thing I intended for Valentine's day, but it didn't turn out romancy enough. Still, it's sweet and light-hearted, and observant of 39 through somebody else's eyes. 'Gojyo lets out a sigh and shakes his head. "What's got into you?" He's sure he sees two light pink spots rise in Goku's cheeks.' [1250 words]
Sans Monkey
Sanzo/Goku, PG. A small ficlet that I wrote to cheer myself up one day, after a bout of writer's block. In which Sanzo wakes up cold and alone, and is none too happy about it. 'Ugh. Sanzo cracked his eyes open and looked down to where he was clutching a thin, empty bundle of blankets.' [450 words]
Transition
Sanzo/Goku, R. In which Goku is forthright (no thanks to Gojyo's encouragement) and Sanzo cannot help himself. This was my first attempt at 39 smut. 'He had that half-amused, half-frustrated expression on his face that he got whenever Gojyo challenged him to a game of Janken.' [3100 words]
Indulgence Is the Freedom
Hakkai/Sanzo, NC-17. Slight kink on Hakkai's part, but nothing too heavy. Written for the Spring Kink challenge on LiveJournal, the prompts were 'collar' and 'situation: fucked up'. In which Hakkai is given the chance to indulge a fetish he didn't even realise he had, much to Sanzo's exasperation. 'There was no denying the truth, after all, and he’d never felt the need to hide from who he was, or the fact that he had issues.' [7000 words]
Xianlang
Hakkai/Sanzo, NC-17. Written for Yuletide Smut, for the prompt: biting, limiter licking and blindfolds. In which Sanzo makes a visit, and stays longer than Hakkai expects. 'He listens for the rustle of linen, heads in the direction of the sound. Hakkai recalls a time when Sanzo preferred to do this himself, but now, as he slides his fingers up over the sharp curve of Sanzo’s shoulders, the monk offers free reign.' [5000 words]
New Verse
Hakkai/Sanzo, hard R. In which Hakkai and Sanzo find themselves alone, and everything becomes familiar very quickly. Written to the prompt: men are not prisoners of fate, but only prisoners of their own minds. '"I suppose you're right." He's grateful he doesn't have to wade through multiple layers of robes to get to Sanzo's trouser belt.' [2300 words]
Between the Earth and the Sun
Hakkai/Goku, R. Consensual spanking, but nothing too heavy. This pairing intrigues me greatly and I've wanted to play with it for ages. I finally got bunnied for a workable idea, which is set just after Reload volume 7 (contains some spoilers). In Sanzo's absence, Goku looks to the only other likely source for stability, which leads to unlikely revelations. '“No. Gojyo and I are not going to leave you.” Hakkai knew it wasn’t really Sanzo’s fault things were so messed up.' [9300 words]
Granted
Sanzo/Gojyo, NC-17. While on a trek to the nearest town, Sanzo and Gojyo stumble upon a kid in trouble. By now, you'd think they'd have learned not to get involved, but Gojyo just can't help himself, much to Sanzo's annoyance. '“Y'know, it sucks being us right now,” Gojyo said. Sanzo couldn't have voiced the sentiment any better, though he chose not to tell Gojyo that.' [6000 words]
Ale Haze
Sanzo/Gojyo, NC-17. This has few redeeming qualities, unadulterated, growly, hard porn. See, it was written for a kink meme, so I really had no choice but to waive the plot. (Okay, so maybe there is a glimmer, just a teeny tiny one, at the start). This was much fun! 'In Sanzo's periphery, the kappa swayed a little, then righted himself. Also in Sanzo's periphery, but much lower down, was the slow back-and-forth motion of Gojyo's hand over a rosy length of hard flesh Sanzo wouldn't look directly at.' [1300 words]
Road Rats
Gojyo/Goku, NC-17. Hurt/comfort. Written for an anonymous kink meme but I'm not so anon any more. The prompt was for: big brother, hurt/comfort kink. This one is a little angsty, and a little sweet. '“Fuck, man, easy. We've got all – well, ten minutes. Hell, this won't take long.”' [740 words]
Time Out
Gojyo/Zakuro, NC-17. Written for the Minus Wave challenge 'Take It Outside'; meaning to write one character from the ikkou with one character not in the ikkou. This pairing has so much fun potiential I just couldn't resist. In which Gojyo meets Zakuro in the woods, gets ambushed by some Bad Guys, then finds himself sharing a cave. '“Wait, I know you – you're that loser we ditched months ago. Uh, the illusion guy, right?” Arching an eyebrow, Gojyo nodded, confirming his own observation. “Yeah, that's right. Hakkai dropped you in the shit with your friends. Haha, that was fucking hilarious.”' [5600 words]
Strange Bedfellows
Kougaiji/Gojyo, NC-17. Warning for limiter play, hard sex. Mm. :) Written for the Valentine Smut challenge on LiveJournal. This is such a rare pairing, but when I started to plan this out I began to realise how many parallels there are with these two very different men. Then the story just wrote itself. In which Kougaiji appeals to the Sanzo-ikkou, after learning something frightening about the Minus Wave experiments. 'Slightly unnerved by Gojyo’s reaction, Kougaiji turned and started to descend the hill, not looking back.' [10,300 words]
Night Falls on Desperate Eyes
Sanzo/Hazel, NC-17. Another one written for Valentine Smut. I've wanted to try this pairing for a long time, though it was very tricky. Sanzo, forced to stick close to Hazel, realises there's only one way to shatter Hazel's illusions that they're the perfect team. 'Travelling from town to town with Hazel was one thing. Being trapped in the middle of an ocean of sand for days on end, with nothing to do but tolerate his presence and ignore his pointed comments was another.' [9000 words]
Not My Friend
Kougaiji/Zakuro, NC-17. Bondage, toys/withheld orgasm (consensual). This was written for the Yuletide Smut fest on LiveJournal. I've been meaning to play with this pairing for a long time, so it was the perfect opportunity. In which Kougaiji needs something only Zakuro can provide. 'Zakuro finally raised his eyes, looking up at the tall figure through sandy strands of hair. “I’ve got to do these things properly or I’ll get in trouble.” He fluidly rose to his feet again.' [5000 words]
Screwed: A Symphony in Four Movements
Goku/Sanzo, Gojyo/Sanzo, Hakkai/Sanzo, very NC-17. Lots of kinks in this: bondage, cross-dressing, spreader bar, tentacles (sort of), rough sex, implied first time, ambiguous-consent, implied spanking. Written for the Spring Kink anon kink meme. The request blew my mind, so I totally had to write it. This is crack - as in, the characters in an extremely weird situation, but as IC as I could make them given the circumstances. 'The steel bar between his legs is immovable, linked to him by two thick leather shackles secured steadfast around his ankles.' [3600 words]
Tricky Business
Sanzo-ikkou, PG. A Halloween fic, for 2008, written for a prompt at a writing workshop I attend. The one time of year the youkai don't engage in mindless violence. '"I bet living in a nudist colony takes all the fun out of Halloween."' [1300 words]
The Thought That Counts
Sanzo-ikkou, but more focused on Hakkai and Sanzo, G. Ficlet written for Hakkai, on the occasion of his birthday, in which the boys present him with gifts. 'Hakkai removed the lid and tilted his head to one side in confusion. Inside were a number of small brown lumps - they looked to Hakkai like dirty conkers.' [670 words]
Window to the Heart
Koumyou & Kouryuu, G. Koumyou tries to catch some rest, but soon his peace is interrupted. It seems his wayward charge has made it into the prayer hall, and has decided to indulge an unexpected artistic streak. '“You closed him in? Children should be set free, at least until they're grown and the troubles of life and the world begin to weigh them down.”' [1600 words]
Plight of the Navigator
Sanzo-ikkou, PG. While on the road, the boys stumble upon a gadget graveyard, much to Hakuryuu's chagrin. This was inspired by the York Squee Crew, so they get the blame. 'The dragon caught Sanzo's eyes and for a brief moment understanding passed between them. Sanzo's mouth quirked once, then he dropped his gaze to his newspaper.' [2400 words]
Gaiden fic is getting lumped into one section for now, as I haven't written very much of it. As soon as I have more Gaiden stories under my belt I will organise this index a bit neater. There are also a few Gaiden shorts in the Drabble section below, so please remember to check those out if you're looking for more Gaiden-verse.
Leave Taking
Tenpou/Konzen, PG-13. Saying goodbye is difficult, but sometimes saying hello can be even trickier. Written as a gift for my dear friend Athena, who I consider my TenKon partner-in-crime. Set to a soundtrack of Vivaldi's The Four Seasons; namely winter and summer, hence the subtitles. 'Footsteps light in the hall and Konzen thinks maybe he’s not ready, maybe he’s not prepared for this after all.' [1800 words]
These were either written for the Saiyuki 100 word drabble challenge, or as part of my Drabble Pot - a place for my LiveJournal friends to request short stories from me. Since they're so small, instead of uploading each one to a page of its own I'm organising them on one page. There are various pairings and ratings, so if you continue to scroll up or down be sure to check the headers for each one.
Red Circles - Hakkai & Gojyo, PG. For the prompt 'Blood'.
Brighter - Konzen & Goku, G. Gaiden-centric. For the prompt 'Sun'.
Glint - Hakkai & Sanzo, PG. For the prompt 'Sun'.
Hunger - Sanzo/Goku, PG. For the prompt 'Moon'.
Full Moon - Goku, Gojyo & Sanzo, PG. For the prompt 'Moon'.
Old Hand - Sanzo & Gojyo, G. For the prompt 'Aging'.
Walk No More - Sanzo/Goku, A (for angst). For the prompt 'Aging'. Features a drawble by Xpyne.
Gun vs Fan - Sanzo & Gojyo, G. For the prompt 'Weapon'.
Kitten - Sanzo/Goku, PG. For the prompt 'Bad Habit'. Features a drawble by Keiran.
A Helping Hand to Freedom - Gojyo/Goku, PG-13. For the prompt 'Survival'.
Reassurance - Hakkai & Goku, G. For the prompt 'Hot'.
Shave - Hakkai/Gojyo, PG-13. For the prompt 'Silk'.
Naughty - Hakkai/Sanzo, PG. For the prompt 'Skirt'.
Seems Familiar - Hakkai/Gojyo, PG. For the prompt 'Bleeding in the rain'.
The Dreaming - Hakkai & Jeep/Tenpou & Goujun, R. For the prompt 'Reincarnation'.
Jealousy - Goujun/Tenpou, PG. For the prompt 'Who is the kid?'
Guan Li - Gojyo, Goku, G. For the prompt 'Coming of Age'.
Dawning - Sanzo/Goku, PG. For the prompt 'Pregnancy'.
The Mission - Sanzo/Goku, PG. For the prompt 'I can't let go no matter how much I know I should'.
She Watches All - Sanzo/Goku, PG. For the prompt 'Dama de Noche'.
Wicked Fate - Kougaiji & Dokugakuji, G. For the prompt 'Bunny suit'.
This is how it's meant to be - Sanzo/Goku, PG. For the prompt 'Serenity'.
Moving Against the Coming Night - Sanzo/Goku, NC-17. For the prompt 'Sleepless summer night'.
Follow Her Home - Dokugakuji/Yaone, PG. For the prompt 'What time doesn't heal, she does'.
Meatbun - Sanzo/Goku, G. For the prompt 'Sanzo brings home a small cuddly animal'.
Hard to Get - Sanzo/Gojyo, PG-15. For the prompt 'No more mister nice guy'.
The Strange Taste of Chivalry - Konzen and Goku, PG. For the prompt 'Monster under the bed'.
Goku Logic - Sanzo/Goku, PG. For the prompts 'a kiss' and 'never say no'.
Validation - Hakkai/Gojyo, PG. For the prompt 'Gossip'.
Best of Them - Sanzo/Goku, G. For the prompt 'Hero'.
On His Shoulder - Sanzo/Hazel, PG. For the prompt 'Bare foot in the grass'.
Cordially Invited - Tenpou/Goujun, PG-13. For the prompt 'Devour me'.
Safekeeping - Sanzo/Hakkai, G. For the prompt 'Lose and vines'.
Not A Team - Sanzo/Kougaiji, PG. For the prompt 'Touch'.
Shoot - Sanzo/Goku, PG-15. For the prompt 'Not shooting you says more than words'.

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